Why I still do something impossible, something that people see there will be no result in the end, do you really wanna know?
In my short life, I wanna know what I can do. I want to experience things. I wanna grow, become stronger, reaching my own limit and do beyond that. And to do that, I need to make mistakes, to be crashed and burned, learn from it, and get up again.
That’s why I do this, in love with you though I know this is wrong and impossible. Because I know that this is worth. You are worth.
I learned a lot from you, and still till now. You’re the reason why I smile, and reason why I cry. Oh yea, I got crashed and burned too because of you. But it’s not enough to make me stop caring about you.
So, this is me right now. Standing here and looking at you… and only you. Still learning from you, from this feeling, from this destiny. I’m not afraid of being hurted again. And I’m sure I will get hurted again.
But it’s okay. Our hearts are made from muscle, aren’t they? They need some exercises to make them stronger and wiser. :)
PS: and if in the end, there will be no future for us, I won’t regret this moment. I won’t forget those smiles and laughes that you bring to me. I won’t neglect the strength that you give through these tears. I won’t forget you.
